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[06 Feb 2005|02:53pm]
[ mood | busted up ]

So tired but too sore to lie down. Big Day Out was fucking awesome but it has crushed my spirit for the next week. I'll just tell you the highlight of it the rest you can just ask me and I'll scream the details at you in a hoarse voice because I'm deaf and my throat is killing me from screaming. I was right in the very centre of the SLipknot mosh and I was thinking 'fuck it I'm gonna get closer to them' so I fought my way foward and managed to get second from the front. Then luck struck me and the chick in front of me passed out and fell over the barrier and I got her spot. I was going cray up there and then I started staring at the clown because I heard a rumour he stares down people in the mosh. I was staring at him and I pointed to my eyes then to his and he did it back. We were just staring for ages and he looked away after awhile. It was such a special moment. Now I can say I've stared down the fucking clown from Slipknot. I was mouthing 'Fuck you' at him the whole time too. Great times.

Now for some shit to amuse me and more than likely not you.

001. I miss somebody right now. Yes
002. I watch more tv than I used to. No
003. I love olives. No
004. I love sleeping. Yes
005. I own a home. No
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses. No
007. I love to play video games. No
008. I've done something illegal. Yes
009. I've watched porn movies. No
010. I have been in a threesome. No
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. Only psycho back
012. I like my handwriting. No
013. I have acne-free skin. No
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton. No
015. I curse frequently. Not as bad as some
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. Yes
017. I have a hobby. Just arts and crafts and shit like that.
018. I've been to another country. Bali that's it
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. Not after the crowbar incident.
020. I'm really, really smart. No
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones. I think I mighta broken that asian guys arm or something in not sure all I know is his arm was in a sling
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. Not really
023. I love rain. Yes
024. I'm paranoid at times. Yes
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. No
026. I need money right now. Yes
027. I love sushi. No
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes. Only when really excited and hyped up
029. I have fresh breath in the morning. No
030. I have semi-long hair. No it's long
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas. No
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister. No
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. Yes
034. I shave my legs. No
035. I have a twin. Apparently so
036. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I've survived this long
037. I like the way that I look. No
038. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months. Probably
039. I know how to do cornrows. No
040. I am usually pessimistic. No
041. I have mood swings. Yes
042. I think prostitution should be legalized. Don't give a shit
043. I think Britney Spears is pretty. No she's boring
044. I have cheated on a significant other. No
045. I have a hidden talent. No
046. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. No I'm just crazy when I'm not in a zombie state of mind from lack of sleep
047. I've been sexually intimate with fewer than ten people. Yes
048. I am currently single. No
049. I have kissed someone of the same sex. Yes
050. I enjoy talking on the phone. Can do
051. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. No
052. I love to shop. Yes
053. I would rather shop than eat. Yes
054. I would classify myself as ghetto. No
055. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. No
056. I'm obsessed with my LiveJournal. No
057. I don't hate anyone. No
058. I'm a pretty good dancer. No
059. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. I don't think about Mike Tyson or Desiree Washington
060. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. Yes
061. I have a cell phone. Yes
062. I watch MTV on a daily basis. Don't even have cable TV
063. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. Yes
064. I have never been in a real relationship before. No
065. I've rejected someone before. Yes
066. I currently have a crush on someone. Just Lauren
067. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. Yes
068. I want to have children in the future. Not sure
069. I have changed a diaper before. No
070. I've had the cops called on me before. Probably
071. I bite my nails. Only to keep them short because I'm too lazy to find the nail clippers in my house that like to hide
072. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club. Yes
073. I'm not allergic to anything deadly. Yes
074. I have a lot to learn. Yes
075. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. No
076. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie. No
077. I am very shy around the opposite sex. No
078. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. Yes
079. I have at least 5 away messages saved. No
080. I have been rejected by someone. Yes
081. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. No
082. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie. No
083. I have avoided work to play on LiveJournal. No
084. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. No
085. I enjoy country music. No
086. I love my best friends. Don't have any 'best' friends
087. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. No
088. I watch soap operas whenever I can. No
089. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist. Depends really
090. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. No
091. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. No
092. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story". No
093. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. Yes and because you get to dress up
094. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. No
095. I have dated a close friend's ex. Yes
096. I'm happy as of this moment. Yes
097. I have gone scuba diving. No
098. I've had a crush on somebody I have never met. No
099. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. Yes and I blame the bundy bear
100. I play a musical instrument. Do vocals count? I do vocals for my band
101. I strongly dislike math. Agreed
102. I'm procrastinating on something right now. About getting off my arse and getting a drink
103. I own and use a library card. No
104. I fall in "lust" more than in "love." No
105. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks. Probably
106. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever. No
107. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C." No
108. I am resentful that I have to grow up. Yes
109. I am an entirely different person around different people. I suppose you could say that
110. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often. Yes and rainbows and leprechauns would come out more often too (hint the sarcasm)
111. I think Ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world. No
112. I am suffering of a broken heart. No
113. I am a nerd. No
114. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely. No, quite the opposite
115. I am left handed and proud of it. No
116. I try not to change who I am for someone. Yes, I don't like having to put in effort to fit in
117. My heart resides below my feet. No, I'm pretty sure its in my chest
118. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. No
119. I enjoy smoothies. Yes
120. I have had major surgery. No
121. I have adopted a pet from the RSPCA. No
122. I am listening to Radiohead right now. No
123. Some people call me by a nickname. They usually just stupid names to try and piss me off I don't tend to get it anymore.
124. I once stole a music stand. I wish I could brag about somethinglike that
125. I like pumpkin pie. No
126. I love NASCAR! No
127. I own over 200 CDs. No
128. I work 7 days a week. No
129. I have mono. No, it's a wannabe mono
130. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind. I have that ability
131. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor. People call me an asshole alot when I think I'm being funny
132. I'm still in my PJs. No
133. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places. No
134. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong girls, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate. No
135. I'll try anything three times. I'll never drink champagne again
136. I've done drugs other than alcohol or cigarettes. Yes
137. I'm having trouble sleeping. Yes
138. I am a cuddler. Yes
139. I like John Waters films. No
140. I have made a pornographic videotape. No
141. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin. Hard choice really
142. One of my boobs is bigger than the other though not noticed by others. Oh they're groped so constantly it is noticed
143. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song. No
144. I am abnormally obsessed with all things Buffy/Angel. No
145. I love comfort food. No, chocolate is good though
146. I'm a right-winged conservative Christian, and proud of it. No
147. I'm Catholic. No
148. I can walk a mile without feeling like I'm going to die over. Yes
149. I am a college student. No
150. I like to cook. No
151. I hate vacuuming with a passion. I hate the noise the dinosaur vacuum cleaner we own makes, gives me headaches
152. I'm addicted to photography and picture frames. No
153. I have performed in the Rocky Horror Picture show. No
154. I generally get along with my parents. In our own way
155. I like Shakespeare. No
156. I like to sing. No, but I do anyway
157. I'll take the Pepsi Challenge any day, and STILL pick Coke! Yes
158. I have things that I want to say to people, but I won't/can't because I don't want to hurt/be hurt by them. Probably
159. I'm not "mainstream" when it comes to religion. When it comes to religion I'm not anything
160. I've counted down the days until the summer. No
161. I've fulfilled someone's dare at a party or gathering. Yes
162. I challenge people to duels, and when I do, I mean it. No
163. I was pigeon-toed at one point in my life. No
164. I love Digimon and wear goggles to school. No
165. I have been to an anime convention. No
166. I constantly have my head in the clouds daydreaming. I do drift off but it's more like a zombie stare, there's nothing going on in the brain department
167. I am addicted to roleplaying. No
168. I was in labor for 30 hours with no pain medication. No
169. I own more than three items of vinyl clothing. No
170. I read hardcore Christian Bible Tracts because I think they're funny. No
171. I hate to drive. I don't drive
172. I'm unemployed but would rather sit on my butt and play video games than look for a job.
173. I come from a southern, highly religious family and have chosen to keep a major part of my life secret from my family for now. No
174. I have a serious taste for older women. No
175. I had a happy childhood. Sort of
176. I have an unhealthy obsession with certain child actors. No
177. I am an only child. Yes
178. I have more than five different lotions on my desk right now. No
179. I have a more active online social life than IRL. No
180. Sometimes, I actually like my job. I don't have a job
181. I love animals, and have had at least one pet.
182. I love writing letters. No
183. I haven't had sex with a lot of people, but I've had a really wide range of sexual experiences with those few. Sort of, I am a virgin though
184. I don't bleed, I percolate. I bleed
185. I sleep the entire day but am awake all night long. On the holidays I'm noctunal school gets in the way most of the time
186. My two children were born in the same month. No
187. I like the taste of blood. I love my steak juicy and bloody
188. I do not know how to swim. I can swim, all people who've spent most of their lives in Queensland can.
189. I know how to shoot a gun! Yes
190. I am currently pregnant with my first baby! No
191. I flew to another state when I was underage without asking/ telling my parents. No
192. I've experienced natural childbirth. No
193. I am a HUGE "Sex and the City" fan. No
194. I am currently experiencing physical pain.
195. I've lost time at work this week because my car was encased in an ice flow. No
196. I'm looking for a new job that I actually like. No
197. I am OCD about at least one thing. Is this a trick question?
198. I have a child named after a fictional or mythological character. No
199. I have a pet named after a fictional or mythological character. No
200. I have been paid money for my art. No
201. I never ever tan. No
202. I still have at least one hobby that I had when I was a kid. Not really
203. I can't stand to be around most of my family. Sort of
204. I believe that the Darwin Awards should be handed out regularly, and enforced. Yes

I will quit wasting LJ space now. Toodles

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[04 Dec 2004|12:40am]
[ mood | tired yet somehow very awake ]

Oh god everyone is right! hehe stupid bloody quiz things i was answering it honestly too! im not evil i swear and im not a bitch, woman or anti-social either get your damn facts straight hehehe.


How evil are you?


Bah stupid evilness! I blame the large amount of caffiene and little amount of food on my mood now too. Damn being poor and not being able to afford anything other than unlimited refills at hungry jacks and subway. Note to self: STOP SPENDING MONEY ON RANDOM CRAP YOU DUMB BITCH!!!
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Lyrics To Random Songs I Like (long pointless entry warning) [04 Oct 2004|12:31pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Slipknot - People = Shit

Come on down, and see the idiot right here,
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care.
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the fuck outta my face!
Understand that I can't feel anything.
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay.
I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin'
Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead!

One more time, motherfucker!

Everybody hates me now, so fuck it,
Blood's on my face and my hands, and I don't know why
I'm not afraid to cry, but thats none of your business!
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face.
I wanna leave without a trace,
cuz I dont wanna die in this place!

People = Shit! (x8)

It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone.
Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan.
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be.
Now. Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it,
Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it!
IM. NOT. LIKE. YOU. I. JUST. FUCK. UP.
C'mon motherfucker everybody has to die,
C'mon motherfucker EVERYBODY HAS TO DIE!

PEOPLE = SHIT!(x17)



Slipknot - My Plague

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manageis the one that I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done

You’re impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You fuckin touch me i will rip you apart
Ill reach in and take a bite of that
Shit you call a heart....

I don’t mind being ogled, ridiculed
Made to feel minuscule
If you consider the source its kind of pitiful
The only thing you know about me is.
That's all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why,but i'm hurting yourself
I’ve haven't seen alot reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just bastard but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself

Kill you-fuck you-I will never be you
Kill you-fuck you-I will never be you
I cant fucking take it anymore
A snap of synapse
And now its fuckin war
Kill-you-fuck you-I will never be you

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself (x3)


Slipknot - Duality

I Push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
Your left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Separate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane... (x4)

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!



Fear Factory - Back the F*** Up

From the waste land
Cold steel under my wasteband
Hazardous times
Enemy lines drawn in the middle the streets
The concrete's stained with blood
I still got to eat

When i hit the street i made the man understand
I fought with flesh and i bled like a man
I rode that edge of darkness my friend
Stood up to the enemy so life could begin

You know you got to
Back the fuck up x5
(Back up off of me)
back up of off me
Off of me x3
Back up back up

Traces of ignorance
Offense of hatred
The faces change in the same old places
Dark nights and lost souls
Collide to cross those
The line between a death and dream

I never wanted to lead your leash
To pull aroud your ton of grief
I'll come back with a fist of lead
To educate your mind with a blow to your head

You know you got to
Back the fuck up x5
(Back up off of me)
Back up of off me
Off of me x3

Don't let the time pass waitin' for the answer
You are exposed to all of the danger! x4
You are exposed to all of the danger! x4
Danger! x3

You know you got to
Back the fuck up x5
(Back up off of me)
Back up of off me
Off of me x3

Don't let the time pass waitin' for the answer x5


Mudvayne - Silenced

Sticker this, Censor this, Ban this
We've got something to say!
Release this, Condemn this, Damn this
We'll be heard anyway!
The middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced
(Listen here)

Is it a possibility,
That we're all just equal?
Slap the power down
(Abusing)
Oh doesn't it piss you off,
To be beaten at your own game?
You lead us with false morals
And shelter reality!
(No more)
We're not buying your product but you sell it to us preaching silence!

Insult me in my home
Where you were never invited
To live life on your curb
(Frustrating)
Throw sticks into the spokes
To relieve insecurities
Stifle all dissention
And sticker our freedom of speech!
(So wrong)

Sticker this, Censor this, Ban this
We've got something to say!
Release this, Condemn this, Damn this
We'll be heard anyway!
The middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced
(Silenced)

Don't tell me what I want
Don't tell me what I need
Don't tell me how I need to feel
I feel
Goddamn nothing!
Through the eyesores on my face
I can still see right fucking through you
Fuck you and everything you are
I feel were all still mental.
Closed eyes while you fucking criticize
keep your policy
and try to exploit me
Fabricate your lies
We have burned these ghosts just to bleed out in silence!
(Listen here)

Stand on my soapbox
And speak my own piece
Whatever you may think
(It's real)
to go through what is me
And step on your beliefs
Need these bodies to sell us
Robbing our integrity!
(Bring it on)

Sticker this
Censor this
Ban this
We've got something to say!
Release this
Condemn this
Damn this
We'll be heard anyway!
The middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm


Mudvayne - (Per)Version Of A Truth

When everything is lost
Haunting us with questions
Will we ever find the smiling side is hidden behind the sweating eyes
Dead inside a scream
That's pouring from me
I'm planted in this skin this dirty filthy skin
The bird behind the walls the bearer of a gift Fuck You Gift

Truth does not exist
But the lies do
Truth does not exist
But the lies do
They're buried in the skin Evolved
Perversion of a truth
I'm stuck here,
Inside of life bearing in me you are
Born into a world, never asked to be here,
Doesn't exist
It doesn't exist
Truth
Doesn't exist
It doesn't exist
Truth

Always inside a tragedy
Marooned as I remember
Try and let me go up to space
The fool that fell from heaven
HEAVEN

Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck here,
Inside of life bearing in me you are
Born into a world, never asked to be here
Doesn't exist
Doesn't exist
Truth

Maybe we're all children of a star
Misguided in direction, a misdirection
Pardon me while I pray for NONE

IM NOT THE ONLY ONE that walks between the rain
There are many
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE and everything is lost that doesn't surrender

Perversion of a truth
I'm stuck there
Inside of life, bearing in me you are
I walked into a world never asking me

Versions of the truth
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE
Your versions of the truth
I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE
Your versions of the truth
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE
Your versions of the truth
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE
LIES
LIES
LIES
LIES
LIES
LIES


and if you thinks my music is shit then you can shove it up your arse. I would do a proper entry but I dont want to stir up any emotions because my life has been pretty fucked up lately. Goodnite all.

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[23 Sep 2004|05:50am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Had an awesome day with Bek today but I will not elaborate. Instead I will put up some more of those quiz things that takes up a good deal of space on my LJ.

6 Deadly Sins Survey


ANGER


1. Who did you last get angry with? Parents

2. What is your weapon of choice? My metal chair leg and my scythe

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? No except relatives hehe

4. How about of the same sex? Every damn day mostly mucking around though.

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Dad

6. What is your pet peeve? Wiggers and Cats

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I usually try to resolve stuff unless I didn't like that peron in the first place

SLOTH

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't
done in a while? Slept well

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? Lol slept an entire day away once, just woke up two days later and was thinking 'What the hell'

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Jamie and Nathan some old mates from Melbourne

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of
the long ones): No

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock
today? Not once, are you proud of me or what?


GLUTTONY

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Umm...Errr...Magnum Ice cream is pretty overpriced so yea...

2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? White meat

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? No

5. Do you have an issue with your weight? Nah

6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? SWEETS!

7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought
"LUNCH"? Everytime I see a cat I think that or worse


GREED

1. How many credit cards do you own? None

2. If you had 1 million dollars, what would you do with it? Piss it all away on stupid things

3. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Rich

4. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make
megabucks? I dunno

5. Have you ever stolen anything? Yes

6. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? Not too many


PRIDE


1. What's one thing have you done that you're most proud of? More than likely something very stupid

2. What's one thing have you done that your parents are most proud
of? I dunno got an A for English once

3. What's one thing would you like to accomplish in your life? Happiness

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? No

5. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? Yes

7. What did you do today that you're proud
of? Had an awesome day with Bek


ENVY

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have
for your own? Elis Stereo for sure hehehe

2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? Ummm...look a convienient
distraction *runs away*

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you
be? Anyone

4. Have you ever been cheated on? No

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from
your own? Yes I always wished I had unusually coloured eyes

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for
yourself? I dunno Compassion

7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? No

8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? Gluttony love to hit the bottle hehe


to the idiots who created this quiz u forgot number seven... lust

What type of music are you?
by Rachel
LJ username
First name
Year of birth
Favorite instrument
Favorite color
You aredeath metal
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[21 Sep 2004|04:45am]
[ mood | tired ]

This was an entry that I was meant to put in yesterday but got held up.

Bored some more. Supposed to be doing homework. Is it going to happen...NO! Need some entertainment right now. Dad saw the date I carved into my discman and wouldn't stop questioning me about it. I think it is because he thought this was the date I first got laid hehe typical of my dad. Tis actually the date that I first cut incase you were wondering. Just screamed at him to mind his own business and he lost interest eventually.
Today was Bek and me's 1 month anniversary :). Was ultra tired today though which was too bad. Still am pretty tired to tell you honestly haven't been getting much sleep at all. Oh well it was still a pretty good day.
Got me a new chair leg today to replace my old weapon 'Napoleon' a chair leg I beat stuff with that I lost at Thortons party. This one is even better its heaps thicker and where it broke off it is ultra sharp. Got it during 'World of Food' as the teacher left me and Eli a little to long in the classroom alone hehe. Eli managed to get one too. Went on a minor vandalizing rampage after that just breaking random things including that basin below the taps a little more in the toilets. Some guy in there was like 'Why are you doing that?' when I was kicking the shit out of it. My response was 'I dunno I felt like it' hehe. The dint in it is huge now it's all bent down the middle which is most funny. Glad I'm leaving my mark on this school for future generations hehe.
Wagged Maths even though I knew the chances of me getting caught were very high seeing as the Student Counseller was supposed to be checking up on me but I went anyway because I really wasn't in the mood for working and even if I did get a dentention from it it wouldn't matter it would just be another one to the ever growing list.
Didn't do to much whilst wagging. Just went to Maccas, ate some food and then went to the chemist and stole some eyeliner as mine and Geoffreys was running out. Was funny becasue we where standing in front of the condoms for like half an hour trying to get the barcodes off the bloody things. Then Geoffrey made a dirty comment about the condoms with some old lady staning behind me. He just turns around looks at her, looks at me and then we both start pissing ourselves laughing.

Thats it, might update again later tonight if your lucky.

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[19 Sep 2004|01:10am]
Just found out I had put a couple of entries on private by accident. They aren't anymore so if your interested have a look. More than likely you won't be but yea...
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[31 Aug 2004|05:33am]
Stole this from Mims LJ

What Legendary Japanese Monster Are You? by kumauru
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Bah! [22 Aug 2004|09:20am]
[ mood | stressed ]

Why do my parents have to be such dicks? Stupid Dad comes home drunk and keeps hasslin me to do my homework and forces me to reject some friends on msn. While I'm doing my homework Bek comes on and as I'm explainin to her that I can't chat (which I would've if my dad hadn't been breathing down my neck) my dad asks what the hell im doing and gets all pissed off at me for chattin to friends when im meant to be doing homework. He yells at me a bit and stamps down to his room and slams the door like a two year old. My mum comes down and trys to help me with my homework and im in a rather foul mood and have many other things on my mind so im not really paying attention to what shes sayin after a while she just gives up saying shit like "i tryed shaun, i really did but your just ruining your own life and i cant stop you" for fuck sake there always trying to make me feel guilty for having a social life unlike them. Its been a most stressful night and i bet my parents yet again will act like they did nothing wrong because, of course, there perfection. What a pair of wankers. No wonder shit has been gettin worse with me and my parents they're always gettin pissed off at me for so little. Oh well at least it seems to be over for now.

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[15 Aug 2004|09:44am]
Got sent another from Oliver probably getting annoying fillin up my LJ with this crap but I'm bored and got nothin better to do.

1. First Name: Shaun
2. Were you named after anyone? I dunno some movie coming out soon called "Shaun of the dead" (I'm soooo gettin the poster" its about a guy that falls in love with a zombie. I mean i love zombie movies but I doubt I'd go that far hehehe
3. Do you wish on stars? No but I howl at the moon
4. Which finger is your favorite? My pinkie and thumb, my pinkie has style I've grown its nail really long and the thumb has my cool spinning ring on it
5. When did you last cry? I dunno
6. Do you like your handwriting? No but some people like it which is most bizzare
7. Any bad habits? I dunno drinking and being a dick
8 . What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? One of my parents disco or wigger ones
9 . If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? I dunno I'd probably bash me for being me
10 . Are you a daredevil? Yea if there a good oppurtunity alot of meh friends think im pshcyo (I do love riding in shopping trolleys too hehe)
11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Yes sometimes by accident usually get permisssion tho
12 . Do looks matter? I dunno, They do initially but if they have a good personality then i spose so
13. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? I usually dont remeber I supose when i was pissed and saying "luscious" and "exfoliate" on the couch that time
14. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? I wish
15. Do fish have feelings? No there fuckin dopey
16 . Are you trendy? My house is trendy (in other words its gay)
17 . How do you release anger? I dont talk to anyone and just stay away from everyone i know
18 . What's your second home? Unley Oval HAHAHAHAHA
19 . What was your favorite toy as a child? I dunno that stuffed possum and frog i think they were called fruggles and puggles lol
20 . What class in school do you think is totally useless? All of the above
21 . Have you ever been on radio or television? Newspaper a few times
22 . Do you have a journal? LJ but its a poor excuse
23 . Do you use sarcasm a lot? No where near as well as Sgt Hartman "Whatever you do Pvt Pyle don't fall down...That would break my fucking heart!" lol
24. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? A pissweak one at school was most fun though got many flying shoulders and elbows in the face ow-ness
25 . What do you look for in a guy/girl? I dunno someone who likes me for what i am
26 . What are your nicknames? Shamus (Dad) Sausage (Unused now) Simmo (last name Simpson) Doll (thanks for that one Tiger hehe)
27 . Would you bungee? Yes but i would crap myself on the way up quite litterally
28 . Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? I just rip them off my feet in a painful mess
29 . What are you worried about right now? Too much to mention
30 . Do you ever wear overalls? Yup yup hy-yuck
31 . Do you think that you are strong? Lol no i got bony girl arms
32 . What's your favorite ice cream flavour? Lemon yummys
33 . What is/are your favorite colour/s? Red
34 . What is your least fav. thing in the world? Wiggers
35 . How many wisdom teeth do you have? I dunno where do they start
36 . Are you in love w/ anyone? Not love...
37 . How many people have a crush on you right now? Lol i dunno a couple
38 . Who do you miss most right now? A real person
39 . Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? What a whole none people I aint sendin this crap to no one its going "straight to the LJ"

G nite all parents now whinin at me to get off comp must get some sleep. Friday nite twas good but now i need my rest as i am still sore from the party.
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[15 Aug 2004|01:46am]
Im bored at home no ones coming over too bad got a bottle of bundy I wanna finish off hehe. Found this on mims journal can't believe I didn't find it earlier oh well im gonna do it for the total of 2 people who look at my journal.

01. I miss somebody right now
Yes
02. I don't watch much TV these days
Yes
03. I love olives
HELL NO!
04. I love sleeping
HELL YES!
05. I own lots of books
Yup, good when I've got insomnia
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
No
07. I love to play video games
Only when at home when I'm bored
08. I've tried marijuana
No, which is surprising seeing how many stoner frieds I have
09. I've watched porn movies
I wish
10. I have been in a threesome
I also wish
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
No to a degree ;)
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy (I hate people who lie.)
Yeah people who lies to much get my hopes up
13. I have acne free skin
Yeah mostly
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
???
15. I curse frequently
Fuck yeah hehe
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
Spose so probably wouldn't be able to tell if I tried
17. I have a hobby
Socialism
18. I've been told I am packing.
Hmmm sounds like wigger talk
19. I carry a knife/razor everywhere with me
No I usually have a weapon of some kind though
20. I'm really, really smart
No way my parents think I am though (Ignoramus's)
21. I've never broken someone’s bone
I think I broke that asian guys arm when he rode his bike into mine
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
No
23. I hate the rain
No love it when I'm not in it
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
No
26. I need money right now!
Yup
27. I love Sushi
No
28. I talk really, really fast (sometimes) (If it's an awesome, total impact conversation, yes)
I dunno ask my friends
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
Hell No more like ass-breath
30. I have semi-long hair
I spose its about shoulder length
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
Hehe No but I plan to
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
No
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
Weren't we all
34. I shave my face on a regular basis
Yeah i shave all three hairs on my face (One of them is called Frank hehe)
35. I have a twin
No
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
Hair as a joke twas like a killer mullet that was fun to headbang with.
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
Yes seeing as I don't know what it is
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
When my hair goes all wavy and pornstarish
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
Probably a stupid lie as a joke that didn't hurt anyone
40. I know how to cornrow
No
41. I am usually pessimistic (always)
No
42. I have a lot of mood swings
I dunno I wouldn't say alot
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
Couldn't give a toss
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
Hell No
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
No
46. I have a hidden talent
No
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
Probably
48. I think that I'm popular
I dunno alot of people at my school know my name and I've never seen them before
49. I am currently single
Yes;)
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
lol only when pissed or taken by surprise by someone else (JOE, grrrr)
51. I enjoy talking on the phone only to certain people, at certain times
Couldn't care to much about the person just depends what mood I'm in
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
Nah, did go out in my tracky-daks with my friends once because I could't find any pants
53. I love to shop
Yes when I have the moolah
54. I would rather shop than eat
Yes
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
Hell NO! fuckin fuck cunt wiggers must DIE!!!
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
???...umm?...No
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
Nah i like reading other peoples LJ's though
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
No, I hate them
59. I'm a pretty good dancer.
I dunno
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
No but I think he likes chewing the ear (lame)
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
Yes, she's a crazy squealing midget
62. I have a cell phone
Yes
63. I believe in God
NO!
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
Nup
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
More like in the past 60 hours
66. I love drama
I like stupid gory movies with no storyline whatsoever
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
No:'(
68. I've rejected someone before
No
69. I currently have a crush on someone
I'm not entirely sure
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
True to a very high degree
71. I want to have children in the future
I dunno
72. I have changed a diaper before
No Thankyou
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
No
74. I bite my nails
Sometimes
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
Yes!
76. I'm not allergic to anything
Yea
77. I have a lot to learn
Yup
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
No
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie
No
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
Used to be shy to everyone (male and female)now I'm just an idiot to everyone
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
No
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
No
83. I have tried done alot of alcohol or drugs/pot before
I've done shitloads of booze no pot yet...
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past
Only when pissed and I apologise after
85. I own the "South Park" movie
I wish I really really do
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
No
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
What the fuck!
88. I enjoy some country music
No
89. I would die for my best friend
I dunno I have alot of best friends some of them yes some of them no
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
No
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
No
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist not always. but sometimes.
No I'm more half-assed than most
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
Lol maybe by accident
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
No always hated the scandals just made it worse
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story"
No
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
Yes and because it involves vampires and lycans and a good excuse to dress crazy and dark
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
Is this that stupid cartoon my cousin has a hammer with his picture on it?
98. I have dated a close friend’s ex
No
99. I have cut myself before
Accidentally hehe I drink when I'm depressed and at parties
100. I am happy at this moment
I'm getting happy off bundy and lemonade(yuk) hehehe
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[04 Aug 2004|08:36am]
"ACHTUNG!
Heretic123 may actually be a spider-human hybrid

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From Go-Quiz.com

They're onto me!

Anyways extremely fucking bored so I decide to update my journal, i would do it more but it takes too long and I'm too lazy.

Tons of stupid shit has been happening at school and I've been half-expecting our group at school to break up with everyone hating each other. There is so much tension its really shit maybe i should hang out with Geoffrey for a few days and hope it cools down.

Heaps of people have been trying to start fights with me it's really funny. Some dickhead named Remy or some shit (I call him squealy-boy because he can do this high pitched squeak, his balls probably haven't dropped yet) anyway me and some friends were ramming through the crowded hallways and he yells out something about us being geeks so I gave him a push so he would shut his hole. HE decides to take it personally and trys to push me around and fails then punches me in the ribs a couple of time while I stand there laughing. Soon he runs off as Eli, Joe, Oliver and Neal are standing there yelling "Australia says NO!" (meaning that advert for all you Dumb-Shits out there). In the words of Joe "It was Most aMUSing". Lezley this fat asian dude also tryed to start a fight with me with the same results. I was banging my hands on my chest at him like I always do and this time he gets a little more pissed off then usual, he basically did the same thing as squealy-boy but punched me in the chest and ended up with the same laughing fit reaction. This time Oliver was saying something to him and then he rolled off hehe.

Joe was discussing something rateher stupid with me today and my immediate response was "NO FUCKING WAY!" just letting some people know that there is no fucking way I'm going through with that plan.

I think my Dad hates me I don't even talk to him anymore hes just a person that lives in the same house as me. This was brought on by the report and other such irrelevant shit that he just brews up hatred on. Fuck he gives me the shits always acting friendly to my friends but never me. I think he would do a son swap any day with any of my friends. I know it probably seem much compared to what most of my friends have gone through but its stressful on top of failing school and friend troubles.

Also had another of those stupid angry loner days. I think I'm going off my rocker I don't even know why I do that but afterwards I always feel that I've acted like a fucking idiot. Hope it never happens again.

I've finally red Beks diary but it only told me a little bit on top of what I already know. It was a rather depressing read I hope her future entries are a little brighter. Joes been helping her out heaps but he doesnt seem to want anyone else to which is rather strange because the way I see it the more support the better.

On a happier subject at least I'm not so fucking bored after writing this large entry that will over time be lost im the mass of the Internet and in the meantime will probably interest no-one.

By the way I'm not going to introduce myself because:
A: I'm shit at it
B: Too lazy
C: Anyone reading my diary should know who I am

Also bought 28 Days Later *yay* one of my favourite movies that isn't full of gore and stupidness. I think I'm catching on to this writing thing I'm blabbing on about shit now. Anyways will write again later but fingers getting brittle *snap* uh-oh
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[28 Jul 2004|09:56am]
was going to update but old friend from QLD just cam on msn...
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Yay [25 Jul 2004|09:08am]
Finally got the most annoying password thingy ever workin to this site. It kept rejecting my passwords sayin "that word is in the dictionary blah blah blah too many of the same characters blah blah blah". I swear my head swelled to the size of Sam Hastie's (explain later) during that session of screaming at the computer because I suck at the internet. My bitchin' is over I will do a proper intro when I can be bothered. I mainly made this account to look at my friends locked conversations. I sure hope you are allowed to swear on LJ oh well if your lookin' at this your on the internet of course your gonna find swearing sooner or later. By the way Mim you're sexy:)
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